sian

2 days after my birthday n i've fallen back to reality.

it's one of those days, when u're so drained that u wanna splurge on some stuff that u've been wanting for a long time. so someone told me that i didn't look like the type who would spend unnecessary. oh well. i guess when u weigh what u should do n what u want to do, u noe u have to do the right thing. which means she's prob right about me.

am i a workaholic? not really i guess... cos i don't work non-stop. watch lots of tv. =P my msn pals should noe. hee... but then again, after what seems like endless tuition n holiday jobs, can really take a lot out of u...

i don't really mind doing the work, but i suck at planning properly n it's all the paperwork that has to be done at the end that i struggle to sort. =P like, i've lost track of how many _ _ _ _ i've _ _ _ _ _ _ n now that Boss wants to check how come we spent so much, hopefully my figures are correct. at least should be? i think so...

anyway, it's one of those days when u feel so tired of what u're doing, n wish u had someone to pamper u. y someone? cos i can't bear to spend on myself. =P which explains the post-birthday depression. it was so nice to have someone pamper u for one nite, then u're back to struggling for yourself.

so back to work.