Chapter 1. Reason

Juz following the crowd...

I have no idea how long i can maintain this but let's juz see... :)

juz read ZX's most recent post - something which i have questioned him b4? who or what do we live for? For years i thot that i wanna live my life in a certain "perfect" way but things have turned out to be far from expected. Or rather, mebbe i've juz been too locked up im my own dream of what i want my life to be to realise that unexpected bumps along the way have made certain ideals impossible... Mebbe i'm juz a control freak n don't like the way things have been screwed up.

Then again, as one of my T-shirt says, "if nothing went wrong, life would be pretty boring." so hey, even if something gets you really down, life still goes on... we juz have to think POSITIVE. Age has brought along problems that you never thot you would encounter... e.g. my first brush with office politics a few years back, finding out that your friend is depressed and nothing you say can snap him/her out of it... yeah, life can be pretty depressing sometimes but people move on... But what goes around, comes around and life will still manage to balance itself out for you. :) So to all those depressed friends out there, SMILE, BE HAPPY.

There's gotta be more to life.